lalalayne

Thu, 17 Jan 2008 21:00:15 GMT

i am finally 18!!!

getting ready to graduate.

i can not wait.

so many things have changed this year...ryan and i are still together.

i finally seperated my fake friends from my real friends.

things are going great.

Mon, 17 Sep 2007 22:02:55 GMT

woww holy shit i forgot i had this thingggggg! its been forever. i just quit hollister worked that shit for 9 months! god damn. ive just been chillen and what not! started senior year =) ryannn and i are still dating <3333! thats about ittttt

woahh

Wed, 03 Jan 2007 07:33:34 GMT

its been forever! its winter break now. ive had the bestest break ever. ryan and i are still datingggg! i finally got a job...at hollister. and school is going really well!

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 12:28:57 GMT

fall break was so funnn! i went to mexico with steven camille and ryan it was sososos fun! and the ocean was amaziiing!!!! and halloweens on tuesday haha im being a baseball player with all the girlllls! i love this year

Wed, 04 Oct 2006 00:10:24 GMT

welll me and ryan got back together. which is good. im really nervous that things are going to fall apart when she gets here. and everyones like it wont happen they wont get together but that doesnt make me feel better. i am terrified :(

Mon, 25 Sep 2006 22:45:13 GMT

omggg i cant wait till fall break. im going to mexico its going to be so much fun...
ryan and i broke up yesterday. i knew it was coming. i just felt everything fall apart it really sucks. i really did like him alot no matter what he says and no matter how many times he says i dont care. its going to be hard. having someone in your life for so long and being with them constantly and then its just goneee...
i dont know. and i dont want to not be friends with camille and steven and michael and all them now just because were not dating that would really suck because those people are sooooo nice. i really hope shit doesnt change that much. school is really stressing me out this year. i dont know why. im supposed to get my braces off october 3rd im praying i do its been 3 fucking years thats insane....

Sun, 17 Sep 2006 15:46:58 GMT

schoooooool is so bllllah. this weeekend was so fun though. bbq at zachs was a blastttt!! this whole ryan situation is idkkk. were dating but it doesnt feel like it. i hate feeling like this :(

yiiikes

Sat, 09 Sep 2006 07:32:29 GMT

school has drained me...completely. me and ryan are having a reallllllllly bad time :( our relationship is on the rocks and it really sucks because i care about him more than anything. its sooo hard!!! kaylen finally wrote me. i was so happy and she isnt mad at me anymore. i am sososoooso glad.

Thu, 24 Aug 2006 04:52:06 GMT

i thought i was excited for school but i already miss summer. arcadia is so not ready for us to be there. its always so hot at lunch too its super lame. and i miss ryan being there! ryan and i just had our 6 month anniversary. i love my life. and i love that i hang out with rachel and sami again!!!!

Tue, 01 Aug 2006 17:13:20 GMT

this last week has been way fun! i finally hung out with rachel leeeeeeeemler!! and we hung out with tay tay and kaleigh and brittany and mandy and alexxxxx. we have fun. i love them. im going to pinetop this weekend with my mommy and ryan ! meghan and i hung out played beer pong at stevens. i got a new phone! thats about it.

Wed, 26 Jul 2006 15:51:53 GMT

ahh last night was so amaziiing! me and mandy just bought a 12 pack for us and got cruuunk. but it was raining most importantly it was so funnn!!!!!!!!! and we were with alex and ryan and scott and taytay and kaleighhh!! i loved it i hadnt seen those girls in forever! and were hanging out today im exccited! i love summer :)

Mon, 24 Jul 2006 17:21:51 GMT

ahhh its always been forever since the last time i wrote in this. i am so beyond happpy its summer. i went to lake tahoe for 10 days!! it was sooooo pretty there! not to mention like 40 degrees at night :) it kinda sucked though because it was just me and then my dads family and his friends. then he told me ryan coulda came and was upset! im going to san diego with ryan and my momma soon were going to seaworld lol! ryan and i just had our 5 month anniversary!! yayyyy! thats about it! oh yeah and justin and ryan got in a fight like a month ago fucking stupid ass shit

summmmer!

Thu, 15 Jun 2006 06:56:45 GMT

summer time is here! i love summer so much! and me and ryan got back together! yaeaay :) i got to see my leenerz! not much else is exciting im going to lake tahoe soon

Tue, 06 Jun 2006 03:20:58 GMT

ehh finals week stressfulllll!
me and ryan broke up its been kinda rough but things always get better.
i cant wait till summer.
and then im a junior! woooo
i need to get my license...my permit is almost expired lol now thats sad!

Thu, 18 May 2006 01:48:11 GMT

yeah well prom was last weekend
wasnt amazing but whatever
our hotel thing got busted by the cops
i didnt get an mic though thank god
basically everyone else did though.
summers close...yay

Tue, 02 May 2006 02:04:23 GMT

its hard to be happy when your "friends" dont even have your back...

Wed, 26 Apr 2006 06:26:35 GMT

once again its been quite some time.
nothing much happening.
proms coming up though:)
im excited to go to that...
and were getting a nice hotel thing after so that will be fun!
i reallly love life
and all my new friends even though ive lost some old ones

woahh

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 04:17:49 GMT

highschool is going by so crazily fast.
i cant believe it.
so much is happenening/has happened this year.
it would be hard to explain and most of it is hard for me to comprehend.
this year ive really seperated from my friends.
ive got the ones i need and the rest of them well theyve gone away.
im really starting to figure things out and everything is finally falling into place.
im so happy with my life...ive actually never been this happy :)
and my boy situation for once is simply amazing!
i dont even know just smile smile smile.
and im finally done with drama now when i hear people bitching or talking shit i tell them to shhh and it feels good to be out of it all!
well xoxo

Thu, 16 Mar 2006 04:10:02 GMT

its been like five months.
my life is amaziiiiiing.
ive never been happier.
minus the month i was sick.

LOVE.

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 04:39:25 GMT

i havent updated in forever.
school started
and its going good
i finally got away from all the shs people i was tired of hanging out with.

and idk lifes decent i guess

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 23:01:41 GMT

im in a really bad mood
where i hate like everything
and where im overthinking everything.
i dont know.
i just really want school to start.
and i need to get a life back
its always revolved around hanging out with saguaro boys
and i dont even have fun hanging out there anymore
their allll so mean all the time.
whatever.

all i do is hang out with shelton and them.
no one else.
and im trying to change that
and get back with the arcadia girls.

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 08:15:34 GMT

i havent updated in forever.
theres so much been going on.
mostly consisting of sami kaleigh shelton nav sergio and those kids.

i broke things off with the boyy.... yay???

and idk what else

Sat, 23 Jul 2005 18:32:50 GMT

yeah so wednesday i went to jcr's houseee.
and then i went shopping with my mommy.
then sami came over!
then i think we have just been hanging out with justin and whatnot.
and we went to jeannines one night.
YESTERDAY WAS KALEIGHS BIRTHDAY!!
so we picked her up and took her to fuddruckers!!!
it was me kaleigh mandy rachel taylor and erika it was so fun!
then kaleigh and mandy came here.
then we all went to the pavillions and then to seads then to pauls haha.
it was fun though!
then taylor and kaleigh stayed the night! wowo ohoh<3

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 08:52:27 GMT

yeahh on friday i went to mexico with kate and we came back sunday
it was nice to get away.
then yesterday i didnt do much of anything when i got back
had a really tough/shitty day.
then today i had an ortho!! yayyy.
and i went shopping and got lots of new stuff!
then i saw charlie and the chocolate factory with rachel!
then went home!
then went to see batman with james and all them
but we left and saw the same god damn movie charlie agaain...

and im really happy

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 08:29:48 GMT

yeahh so tonight went to the mall with kaylen
shopped for a little
then bobby josh and nav picked us up.
then we went to adelas <3
then jake and pete came and we all left.
and we went to kathleens to see BRETT!!!yaya.
then we went to roberts house and chilled there for like ever.
then jay and jc picked us up and we went home.
yayayy!